Can give you three days of positive thinking, but I don't need it anymore

This is a story. After graduating and looking for new opportunities, I was attracted to an unknown company and attended their interview. The entire interview process went quite smoothly, including a detailed introduction to the company's industry, job responsibilities, and benefits. I was deeply impressed by the company's professionalism and position in the market.

However, after negotiating the salary for the position and being successfully hired, the company failed to provide a written employment contract as scheduled. This left me quite confused because it did not conform to standard workplace practices. Even more disappointing was that when I started working and received my first month's salary, I discovered that the amount differed from the figure we had previously agreed upon.

It was only after arriving at the assigned work site that I found out the business rules and regulations were unclear. The strict attitude of the entrenched senior management, along with the lack of positive encouragement, created a domineering atmosphere. There was no communication between people to clearly understand expectations and goals. The process relied entirely on the personal preferences of the entrenched senior staff rather than clear management principles or fair evaluations. Whenever they could not justify themselves, they claimed that everyone was bullying them. My health had originally been fine, but in less than no time I was almost completely worn down. Otherwise, I worried that if I did not follow their wishes, they would find a way to get rid of me.

This place has tested my endurance and adaptability. I have completely lost my financial goals, personal goals, and dignity. I really hope a newcomer comes here soon to experience how to maintain resilience in a work environment.